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Lakis was having a dream.
It was a dream based of his memories way back in the past, when he was much younger than he was now.

When he lowered his head slightly, an injured and delicate hand came into his sight. The hand definitely felt small and immature. At this age, he was much younger and smaller, so it was only natural.

Lakis naturally realized that this was a dream. Wasn’t this what they called lucid dreaming?

‘Go in.’

Right then, an unfeeling voice pushed the young Lakis’ back.

‘There should be people waiting for you when you get inside.’

At those words, Lakis looked over at the devastation in front of him. It was a collapsed building with a strange air that seemed to drift around it.

The place where the man asked him to enter was a pitch-black entrance without the slightest hint of light. It was a space so familiar to Lakis that he was sick of it.

But just because he was aware it was a dream didn’t mean he could control his actions as he wished. His mouth moved on its own, recreating the memories of that time.

‘What is this place?’
‘The grave.’

When Lakis asked, a voice that made the hairs on his neck stand pierced his ears. After that, the man added:

‘All who went in came out dead, you see.’

As Lakis found out later, this was a labyrinth remodeled for experimentation. Lakis was dragged there by his father that day and set foot inside. And the researchers who were waiting there ahead of time stuck ruin fragments in his neck then they led him into the depths.

‘They say you’re a perfect fit for the experiment. You should be glad to at least have some use, don’t you think?’

Hearing what the man added indifferently, a voice as cold as the man’s sprang from Lakis’ lips.

‘Why do I have to go in there?’

‘Because you can live one day longer. If refuse, I will kill you on the spot.’

There was already no such thing as father-son affection between them but even then, those words were excessively cruel. Right now, the man wasn’t giving Lakis a choice. After all, he wasn’t one to say empty words.

This was an order and disobedience meant death.

Lakis clenched his scarred and injured fists. The emotions he felt back then came back vividly.

Dying meant losing his chance to fight forever. He was born the only child to the king who ruled over the west, so he was destined to reign as ruler in the future. However, Lakis’ body was inherently weak so it was not able to support his strong will.

Lakis grit his teeth then he walked towards the dark entrance of his own accord. And instead of leaving a last farewell, he made a promise to the person behind him.

‘When I come out, I will definitely kill you.’

Hearing that, the man behind him gave a sneering laugh. As if he was ridiculing Lakis.

‘I’ll look forward to it.’

The first dream came to an end like that. And then the scene changed. This time, it was the memories of his time in the labyrinth. In that place, Lakis truly learnt what the law of the jungle meant.

Every time, new children came in to absorb the ruin fragments. The labyrinth was structured in such a way that you could never get out on your own once you entered.

At first, he had to fight to scramble for the food that came in at fixed intervals. The researchers didn’t only throw food inside, they also threw ruin fragments. If you wanted to get stronger, all you had to do was plunge it into your body.

They said the children in here right now were a perfect fit for the experiments. Who knows whether that was true or not, but they weren’t dead yet even though they had put several fragments in their body.

Over time, the food that came into the labyrinth decreased. However, the influx of experiment subjects continued to increase. Unsurprisingly, the battle to live grew more intense and it became natural for test subjects to kill each other.

—Who are you?

Then one day, someone spoke to Lakis. It was the instant when Lakis was about to fall asleep, so his eyes sprang open with a start.

‘What? Who are you? Why are you talking in my head?’

—I’m…I don’t know. I’m just me? Who are you?

When they first talked, Lakis thought he had never met someone so stupid. After talking to it a few times, Lakis soon realized it was a complete waste of time, so he decided to just ignore the voice.

He was annoyed by the voice that kept yapping endlessly in his head and when he replied to it, it got excited and babbled even more. But if he got annoyed and ignored it, it started asking if he couldn’t hear him, so he was greatly irritated by this bug-like bastard.

However, when he thought about it later, it was not an exaggeration to say that the unknown being with a mysterious identity played a role in helping Lakis’ mind stay intact during his long stay in the labyrinth.

And then, one way or the other, he found out that the bastard was useful.

—Aak, I want to leave your body! Why do you keep shoving weird things into your body? You’re lucky I’m going through hell to digest it. If I didn’t, you’d probably be unconscious for three days, okay? Maybe you’ll get your act together when someone beats you half-dead!

The mere fact that it helped him smoothly absorb the ruin’s fragment meant it had paid the price of attaching its parasitic existence without Lakis’ permission.

Like that, Lakis grew a little stronger while the other test subjects either died from the side effects of the absorption, starved to death, or died from the in-fighting. Even after they were all gone, he stubbornly survived alone.

Around that time, the food delivery got cut off and the researchers who sometimes came to check on the condition of the experiments stopped bothering so Lakis had live alone in a labyrinth full of corpses for almost half a year.

After some more time passed, Lakis was finally powerful enough and succeeded in escaping the labyrinth on his own. Then he went to look for the King of Carnot to fulfill his promise.

After that, it was the turn of the research institute. All the remaining ruin fragments he found were immediately destroyed.

As he sat on the throne, his life was hectic and busy for a while. And as time passed, Lakis finally reach a strange sense of peace. Then he met Milliam.

‘Hello, Lakis-nim. It is an honor to serve you.’

He was someone who knew Lakis before Lakis entered the ‘grave’. His mother was someone whom Lakis’ late father regarded as his everything. However, they weren’t half-brothers.

Anyway, because of that, Lakis had seen the guy’s face several times in passing as a child. He looked meek and fair which was a contrast to the numerous cruel bastards that filled up Carnot. Lakis remembered briefly thinking that ‘this guy will find it hard to make a living here’.

However, the fact the Milliam was still alive even after Lakis’ time in the labyrinth was unexpected so at first, Lakis found it intriguing and paid attention to Milliam.

You could say it was because of intrigue at first but simply speaking, he was reminded of the days when he was weak and treated Milliam well in a way unlike himself.

As a result, Milliam stayed by his side much longer than he expected. Although, he had no idea the bastard would stab him in the back so courageously.

Once again, the scene from that time spread before his eyes like the sea. When he turned around and looked back, he found another Lakis standing there.

The same face, the same appearance, just like looking into a mirror. Milliam even tried to kill Lakis using Lakis’ own abilities.


Even in his dream, Lakis was filled with an intense desire to kill. He had to kill the bastard immediately. But there was a contradictory side of himself that held hesitation unlike himself.

The reason why Lakis was going through the trouble of increasing his strength by absorbing other ruin fragments was because he wanted to completely trample over the bastard that copied his abilities. He couldn’t let the bastard live especially if he wanted to set an example. Even if he didn’t want to set an example, he had no intention of letting go of the man who betrayed him.

However, there was a little, a very little part of him that wanted to push it off till later, but he had no idea that this was a trace of the weak Lakis Avalon that appeared in his dreams.

“Mr. Lakis.”

Right then, a quiet voice seeped into Lakis’ ears. At the same time, someone’s fingers touched his shoulders. Lakis took in a shallow breath and opened his eyes.

And his eyes immediately met with a pair of placid red eyes.

“What’s wrong? Are you alright?”

The calm voice made his fast beating heart grow quiet again.
Lakis was lying down on the sofa like always. The sunlight streaming through the curtains was bright.

It seemed Yuri came out this morning and noticed his condition was a bit odd, so she came up to him.

Although he went out last night, he didn’t absorb any ruin’s fragment, but he probably had a nightmare because he’d been pushing the bug to overdo it lately.

Lakis slowly breathed out then he looked at the face in front of him. It was placid gaze, similar to his father’s eyes when he was small, but Yuri’s gaze was not cold.


‘Lie down.’


When he thought about it, she was the same even back then.

‘Lie down and go back to sleep.’


It was when he first came to this house and abruptly gained consciousness. Back then, he had a nightmare just like now and when he opened his eyes, Yuri was there.


At least there’s no one here to threaten you right now.


Her voice whispered to him, as quiet as it was now, and it was still vivid in his ears.

Lakis looked into her eyes and slowly opened his mouth.

“…Good morning.”

And instead of going into an earnest explanation about his dream or his feelings, he gave a brief greeting.

Hearing that, Yuri looked at Lakis and tilted her head slightly. But she soon calmly returned the greeting.

“Yeah, good morning.”

Somehow, the sunlight coming through the window felt blinding so Lakis lifted his hand to block his view. Suddenly, more than ever before, he felt an intense desire to have this morning to himself forever. He squeezed his hand as if he was trapping the light within.

The morning sunlight was just as radiant as ever.



Translator’s Corner:

*I guess Yuri made a really good first impression. It’s in Chapter 9 if you’re wondering.

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24 thoughts on “YGTWHV [95]”

  1. Thank you for the translation!💞

    That was a rather romantic description with the sun and his hands. You could feel the moment being peaceful.

    1. I guess its perspective, yuri’s was more convenient but not any more humane. Lakris’ testing gave everyone a fair chance regardless of who. That’s why the weak him could fight and survive.

      Yuri’s was a specimen kind, those who failed/didnt show desired results were killed off and being experimented on forcefully without a choice is worse in a way.

  2. I haven’t reviewed until now but I will continue reading through your translations even with ads.

    Thumbs up for the chapters!

    Dominic is an ass. he should go out and step on a poop, get bird poop like Snow and fall down and die because of a fork.

    Yuri and Lakis’ story is just so fluffy and cute

  3. Imagine if one day Yuri says to Lakis: “How about we go kill that Milliam now, Mr. Lakis?” and I’m sure Lakis would instantly propose to her on the spot. Where else can you get a wife who’s willing to kill for you sake?
    And after that I’m imagining the two of them walk side-by-side while lovingly smile at each other with a big explosion as the background… sounds lovely huh~?

    Thank you for the magnificent chapter, Miss Ruby! May you stay healthy & well~

  4. Man, I was expecting him to remember a memory of crashing into the institute that Yuri was in, not this sad backstory 🙁

    Super important backstory, but very sad 🙁

    Thanks for the chapter! 😘

  5. miss ruby, every time i got your notification email i always feel so happy.. thank you so much, i enjoy reading your translation since i start with Lucia 2years ago, i never had courage to do this because my broken english but i really want to say thank you.. 🙂

    ps: and i got the same name as anne marie sister hahaha

  6. Wow … so long ago.
    Yuri’s first impression really made an impact on Lakis. It’s like saying that since he was betrayed by a friend, I thought he wasn’t going to trust him again, but it looks like Lakis trusts Yuri a lot. Even though Lakis knows that Yuri knows things.
    I look forward to seeing how two of you will take a final step.

    Thank you very much, Miss Ruby.

  7. Oohh Lakis’s backstory!! Tbh i was hoping for more details but i guess this is good enough
    And now we know Lakis’s first impression of Yuri! This chapter is oddly sweet and calming
    Thank you for your hard work, Miss Ruby!

  8. That’s too sad,poor Lakis, he deserve to be happy with Yuri. Was hoping for some flashback about him saving kids in institute, but just as he remembered as he saw her for the first time was nice enough 🙂 thank you for the chapter

  9. Okay I didn’t think that Lakis would be inherently weak.🥺…uughhhh poor Lakis…also,I’m still wondering when will Lakis discovers that Yuri actually knows his identity and how 🤨…maybe she’ll say that he saved her from that laboratory as an excuse 😀uugggghhhhh Im really excited for that moment when they go together and kill that fake brat☺️😏☺️🔪and THANK YOU VERY MUCH 🥰🥰LIKE….REALLY YOUR TRANSLATION MAKES MY DAY😆!!!!!thank you very much🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💞

  10. That would be the worst childhood ever. 🙁
    Lakis learned a valuable lesson though; If someone looks weak in a place where it should be very hard to survive- they aren’t weak.

    Thank you for the chapter!

  11. Ahhhh, I love you, Miss Ruby, and I love your wonderful translation. How nice you are ?, you are very punctual and also your translation is wonderful and good, keep your health. I wish you a happy day

  12. Thank you for the update qwq
    Too bad its not always gonna be such a peacful morning, but im here for the kickbutt action too >w>

  13. Thanks for chap
    The last paras were really powerful if u understand it.
    The distinct scene of “I’m Alive” and “this is what i want ” the sense of security and belonging is maxed completely .

  14. So I had thought Dominic was a terrible father but Lakis father takes the cake. Is there a competition in this world to be the worlds $#|[]¥ est father?

  15. omg this is just my theory. is it possible that yuri is actually the real selena. she’s not dead but somehow ‘someone’ made her look as if she’s dead. and that ‘someone’ probably dominic. idk. because he’s a jerk and i feel like he’s related to malliam in kidnaping children for experiment.. and so, he sacrificed selena to be experimented…

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